My city is burning.
And all I am doing right now is studying for my exams.
I wouldn't know what to do.
Also, I. am. too. effing. scared.
Oh, how I love the person I have grown up to be!
No crying baby. Just.no.tears.
There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are only coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb
Bloody stupid, complacent, moronic, indifferent, selfish me.