Thursday, July 21, 2011

Jokhon class eight e portam, tokhon ekbar Tasher Desh hoyechhilo schooler annual function e. Sekhane sobai miley cholo niyom motey gaantar sathe nechechhilam. Durey takio na ko, ghaar bnakiyo na ko, cholo somaan pothey, cholo niyom mote... Onek raat kore bari pherar swadhinota othoba boshar ghore beer crate othoba dupur ektay ghum theke otha othoba chocolate cake diye breakfast saratakei niyom bhanga bole na bodh hoy. Arekta, deeper niyom achhe. Chokhe dyakha jay na, kintu bnedhe rakhe bojro aantuni te. The soul, if I may be so cheesy as to use the word, chafes against it. But the more you chafe, the tighter it grips. School, college, chakri. Bas. Er bhetore theke ja korar koro. Baire berio na ek paa-o. Swadhinotar illusion ta niye khushi thako dinbhor, kintu jei bhabbe chakri chharbo, jei bhabbe McLeodgunjer kachhe ekta cafe te koyek mash kaaj kore dyakha jaak, jei bhabbe hothat ekdin beriye pori, tokkhuni sei odrishyo niyom ek hnyachka taaney namiye anbe maatitey. Bolbe, raat dutoy bari theke beriye drivey jete parchho...ARO swadhinota chai? Oto beshi chaite nei ma, soibe na.

4 comments:

sumana said...

sundor lickecho. eitukui to sadhinota, tai niyei sobar koto ghyam...

saptarshi said...

ঠিক বলেছিস.

Kuntala said...

janina, ami je sob chheRechhuRe cafe-te kaaj korte parchhi na 6 maas, seta ki amar swadhiinota nei bole?

sob chheRechhuRe beriye poRle ki hobe seta na janleo, ki ki hobena seta niye amar kono sondeho nei. ami chai amar ogulo hok. kajei ami oi na paratake swadhinotar abhab bole mone korte parchhi na. tobe eta ekebarei amar byaktigoto abhimot, bolai bahulyo.

Sudeshna said...

Shorirer naam Mahasay
Ja sohabe tai shoy!

Amra naki obhyeser daash. Chotobela thekei tai amader nana (priyo) jon nana obhyes-er daarai amader ek rakom bendhe rakhe. Jawtoi bawro hoi na kano, saadhin-cheta hoi na kano, obyeser odhinei amra besir bhaag bawsobaas kori.
Keo daami boi patra, gaan-bajna na pore, suney besidin thakte parey na to keo bhalo mawd chara parey na. Tai sab niyom ghuchiye r berono hoy na bodhay.